Another day at school and another pregnancy announcement. Two teachers have already had babies this year. Three more have one on the way. I want to be happy for them but I don't know how. It's been such a hard 2 years for us and I'm just out of happiness. Facebook is depressing with all the pregnancy announcements, belly pics and ultrasound pics. I don't cry much about it anymore. I just shut down and become numb. I'm not sure which reaction is better to have.