One week of my wait is over. I think I'm losing my mind already. I'm over analyzing everything going on. I've been off and on crampy since my transfer on Wednesday and keep thinking that it has to be my period. I've sat on the computer, googled pictures of embryos and their quality, and compared them to mine. I've been optimistic and I've been a pessimist. I just don't know what to think. I don't know how I would handle another heart break- especially after all we just went through with the IVF.
I have tried to keep busy. I recently finished reading the book "When We Were Friends" by Elizabeth Joy Arnold. It was a fantastic book and I would highly recommend it to anyone. I also saw the movie "Crazy, Stupid, Love" yesterday. It was super funny and cute. A little retail therapy also helped to pass the time yesterday as well! I have 2 more weeks left of summer vacation (charter schools have longer school years). I'm looking forward to a new bunch of students but not looking forward to going back to work and early mornings quite yet.