It's over. I thought the spotting was stopping this morning but I was wrong. I didn't need to wait for blood work on Saturday or take a test. I have my period. Our first IVF failed. My heart is broken. I just can't believe it didn't work. I just want to curl up with Lucky and do nothing until Matt gets home from work.
I guess the next plan is to call the office to see if I can stop the progesterone shots and get my blood work done tomorrow morning. Then we'll have to decide what to do next- use our 3 frosties or wait to do a fresh IVF cycle.
Is it even worth trying the frozen embryos if this cycle failed? What went wrong? Will this ever work? Everything looked so good and I was so optimistic about it all. Matt and I were talking as if it had actually worked for the first time. We talked about having our April baby, setting up a nursery and what names we might like. That's all done now. My eyes and head hurt from crying. I don't want to even have to tell Matt or my parents and sister. I feel completely broken hearted.